setelah sekian lame...

Asalamualaikum..:)

hello online diary! whoah! its has been a very, very, very long time  x peduli dgn kau. actually, aku sebenarnya malas nak update pape. walaupun bnyk bnda yang aku dah tempuh sepnjang hampir setahun setengah  aku berada di bumi unisza tercinta ni. rugi ase x update. yela, nanti boleh buat kenangan n tatapan pada masa depan. since when did i stop write this huh? see? me myself cannot remember the exact time when did i stop doing this writing things.haha. adoi. pemalas. is always pemalas. u know what diary, bnyk benda yang jadi pada diriku. perubahan demi perubahan. when i first got offer from Unisza, i was thinking that is it really what i want to do? frankly to say:  i am not sure. 

yeah, seems like i have no ambition. what?? no ambition? hm. this is my problem. i really hard to find myself suit with what things? i do love talking. i like camera, i like everything about broadcasting but day by day, my self confidence getting lower. im not the same like i was in the school. the one who always be a number one among teachers, frens and everyone! yeah. im the top students. oke, that was before. and now i was just like.....so pity ooooo. i feel so bad here. i do want to quit but ape yang aku nk buat if im quit. my family, includes relatives all together really pentingkan high education. since i was a liitle girl. i keep fighting and competing with my cousin who was the same age with me.  yeah, she's more clever me. thats the fact. oke. lets review what i ve been face through the year.

semester 2

 i ve got really hectic life on this sem. with suksis, Mipsa, and my studies. and my 'asfirdaus' xcdent motor la. smpai x ley nk amik final juz because he went out to buy some food for me. so sweettt... smpai sekarang ase bersalah tu x hilang. and i manage naikkn pointer aku untuk sem ni. tanx Allah. :')

its him 'asfidaus' ( time dinner fakulti)

semester 3

new semester, new room, new rumate, new housemate. yeahh..seronok is seronok. but terlampau seronok is not cool. kita akan jadi leka dan lalai. waktu sem ni ade kem tahunan. yeah. aku burn teruk gile. and sem ni aku plak excident ngn shera, zahid and azam dekat pasir putih. trauma tu x hilang lagi ooo.... bayangkan anda dirempuh dgn kereta yang berkelajuan 100km dari jarak dekat. mmg ase dah mati dah time tu. tapi alhmdullih masih diberi kesempatan untuk hidup oleh Allah Maha Besar. :') tenkiu Allah. 

excident pasir puteh.

semester 4

masih dalam progress. awal-awal masuk sem dah homesick teringt mak, ayah, kucing, adik beradik semua.n stress sgt sbb gabung kelas. terlalu ramai. i  feels like i cant cope with it. tapi kuatkn semangat jugak demi ibu bapa yang tercinta. aku nak anta mereka pergi Mekah. nak beli mereka barang-barang yang mereka x dapat beli sbb nk tanggung aku belajar. Ya Allah bntulah hambamu ini. kuatkan semangat dan iman aku . amin. so aku berpegang pada satu prinsip  untuk aku terus menguatkn semangt aku:

sekian.

p/s:  berjaya jugak update untuk diri sendiri. :)